Fuck i hate my maternal side family everytime got quarrels every months got different issue the problems lies with my grandmother every month sure because of $$$ quarrel with my folks I'm really sick and tired of all this and now I don't even have my own room I had to give my room up to my uncle and his family WTF _!_ for goodness sake I'm going to be 19this year and I'm sharing room with my mum and grandmother I'm A guy and they are ladies I need my own privacy and so do they!! fuckkk and my mum is at loggerheads with my grandmother and they wouldn't share a bed with each other so no choice I gotta share the bed with my grandmother while my mum slp on the mattress sigh earlier on my mum quarrel with my grandmother again I really got the urge to go kitchen and grab the chopper and throw it on the table and say ok the chopper is in front make good use of it end it once and for all see who dies first den I'll come out to call the police. And now for that uncle of mine I hate them cos I was forced to give up my room to them and ya his kid that autistic freak always pisses me off fuckin irritating la cb always run around my house like wild monkey and always disturb my afternoon nap damn noisy knn and the bloody hell parent don't wanna stop him if I blow my top I tell u ALL OF THEM are gonna get it from me. Dun come tell me I very cruel all this shit I dun accept this kind of advice pple who noe me well enough should know how heartless I can be even it's my own family I won't show any mercy. Before the 4 of them move in (uncle,his wife,his child and my grandmother) my house is very peaceful never so noisy before but now with them my house is like a war ground everymonth sure got quarrels. And yes partly thanks to my kind hearted mum let them move in out of pityness for them as they no longer had a flat to live in and at the cost of sacrificing our peace and privacy. See,guys so sometime it doesn't pays to be kind.for 8months I've not had any peace my home is a warground it's not a cosy place to stay in anymore. Now I envied those who had their own rooms and warmth at home. With this kind of family background how am I suppose to behave mentally healthy don't laugh when I say mentally health it's true that this really affect me mentally and my mood will have really big changes nowadays can be extremely bad can be quiet at times and can be happy but temporary only arggggh fuck this noisy family of mine shut the hell up once and for all #%€¥=&@